In Respect To Chad

Chad Goodman,
 I love you more than I could ever express in words. All of our memories together tie in to who I am . You were always there for me . When everyone turned against me, we grew closer . When I was emotional, you stayed strong...and, when I thought that life would be better to just end itself, you let me know that GOD was ALWAYS there and loved me !! Oh my gosh !! I love you, Chad . I love you so much 1! I miss you . Gosh, I seriously don't think I can live without you . I don't know what I will do without you, love . You made me laugh, even when you were in the hospital bed, suffering . and, why ? Because, you always put others before you . You were a server . You were a lover . You were everything !! You ARE and ALWAYS WILL BE amazing . And, now, you can grace God, since He has the Honor to be with you, every second !! and, you have the GREAT honor of being with Him as well !!

 I know that I will never meet someone who could ever be like you . You were so unique . You could always cheer me up and make me laugh . I seriously have had some of my BEST moments with you . and, I thank you for coming into my life . Even though I met you by saying that Autumn was my girl, so you'd leave her alone . hahaha . and, somehow, we became best friends . Well, I AM GLAD THAT GOD BLESSED ME WITH YOU !!!!!

I am me because of God...and because of you . Truthfully, you were my only friend from 6th grade until now, who STAYED my friend the whole time . You  never jumped in with the gossip . Instead, you comforted me . You were there to wipe my tears . You were my shoulder . You were the best . You ARE the best ! I can only say that you have blessed me . and, you were the BEST blessing in my life .

I wish that you could still be here, with me . With us all . You make me so happy . I am sad right now, and, I am sad with these memories of us . But, I will soon no longer be sad, but only thankful . Thankful that you are my best friend . Thankful that I met you . Thankful that you are now in Heaven. Thankful that I got to see you before you passed from this world . Thankful that I met your family . Thankful that you wanted to go to Northland when you got out of the hospital . Thankful that you were always there . Thankful that you had almost 20 years . Thankful that I got to love you . Thankful and Thankful !! I can't stop saying this...I love you, Chad . I will always love you. and, I just wish that I could tell you that one more time .

Time seems to go by too fast . I feel like I didn't have enough time with you . I love you . Chad Goodman, McDonald's playgrounds, broken beds, and playing Grand Theft Auto on XBox....Riding bikes and watching you chase the bus, going to the movies, and going to the mall...youth group and my baptism...etc . etc . will NEVER and I mean NEVER be the same without you . But, at least, my memories of that will be apparent each and every time that I do have those experiences, now . I love you, Chad . You are amazing !!

In memory to you:
REST IN PEACE
November 16th, 1990-October 12th, 2010

Alyssa-Rachelle Tischler

Why fight?

Why do we always get aggravated and irritated? Why is it always on the pointless and stupid things, too ? Why throw the word "love" out, until it no longer makes hearts freeze and palms sweat ? Why do we act like fools, when we have the whole world in front of us ? Why ? Why ? Why ? Why are people deceiving and why are they so fake ?


Well, I think I might have the answer to the question of why...


My answer: We are not perfect . Jesus...God...that is Who is perfect . So, yes, we screw up . Yes, we fight..and, guess what, sometimes, people don't even feel bad at the end of the day . But, all I know is that I want to love Gos and make Him proud . I can't do that if I am stuck in these pointless battles with myself, as well as with others . 


I guess that if you read this, you will understand that this is reference to you . If this isn't you reading this, you may automatically think that you know who it is for . But, I think that you may be surprised...or you may be right . (:


I don't want to do anything but please God . So, guess what ?! That is what I will do .

Mark 9:41-I tell you the truth, anyone who gives you a cup of water in my name because you belong to Christ will certainly not lose his reward.

School and Work . Fun, like always .

 Chemistry Class

 French Class

 French Class. (Diego and I)

 French Class (Diego and I)

 French Class 

 French Class

 French Class

 Work

Homecoming week (cont.)

September, 2010

The Day I Awaited For So Long

This was written on 9/19/10. I am just putting it up here . (:

So, last night was absolutely amazing for me !! I was so upset from a very horrible day at work . But, by the time I went to sleep, my day had changed from drastically bad into something that just seemed like a miracle . Well, Alex and I decided to go through with our plans on going to see Easy A, a movie that just came out in theaters . ( I was upset him from something that occurred earlier in that day ) Well, first, he picked me up, and we went and acted like little children inside of Target, like always . Like, anyways, so, he told me that I was pretty, which was great !! Anyways, so, I really like this guy, and so, it was great ! If you don't know him, you might just think that he is just another guy . But, that would be very much of an over-statement . He IS NOT like any other guy . He is an on-fire Christian . He is weird . He is amazing . And, he can just make me happy by being himself . And, it isn't about a relationship, it is just that he is so great and so in love with God that makes me like him so much !! Well, we went to Steak N' Shake, and just hung out for awhile after the movie . And, it was just so great !! I loved last night, and it has rubbed off on my happiness for today ! So, I thank God that I met this guy . And, he has been my best friend for so long !! and, I am just so happy .

Revelation 1:4a: Grace and Peace to You from Who Is, Who Was, and Who Is To Come .